Flawed a.K.a Shan:

i had, lots of thoughts these few days.. and one of them is about kelly, the girl whom i detest x1000. i don't know why, but i just, DON'T LIKE HER. ok, she was alright when i first knew her as lei's gf. then god knows what happened to her after she was dumped. bah. i was wondering, how come i detest her so much. then i remember, that few times when i was talking to someone else and she just start cutting in and stuff. -_- yeah, she does that a lot. its weird though, cos sometimes, when some other people cut into your conversation, you won't feel it. but when kelly does it, its just, ARGH. but it shouldn't be enough to make me dislike her so much what. tammy, jas and i all agreed that she has a lvl 10 aura which makes everyone most people dislike her. then i wonder how come i kept speaking ill of her. its like, there are a couple other people whom i quite dislike too, but i don't speak ill of them. and the thing is, others agree with me! so i just carry on, and i probably got carried away and go on non-stop. thats, my bad. because im not perfect enough to critisize her. but her aura too strong la. -.-" oh yeah, during egames compy, her attitude was very bad. yep, then i wonder, how come no one ever tells her about her character, attitude or correct her? or perhaps, someone did, and she's just living in denial? ah wells. my point is, im starting to feel bad talking bad about kelly.

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Da funny thing is tt...

me?

living in denial?

oh pls...

am i detestable?

oh well...

i never got along well with girls and some boys...

i dun really have much frens ...

but so?

lvl 10 aura?

do you seriously think tt this is dota or some other online game?

i never knew da reason why i am destable to you...

i nv knew you...

neither do i tok to you...

how da hell would you noe moi character?

do you noe me well enuff to comment?

what right do you have to comment on me when u are not perfect either...

carry on detesting me bah...

go on...

go ahead..

i dun hab much frens anyway...

plus moi life is almost ruined (after recently just being saved by someone else)...

from da start i knew tt u disliked me...

and i am fine with it...

"Heard dat Chester speed all da Wae from sengkang to mai hse fo me...

and broke lotsa traffic Laws.

Hp been confiscated by his Parents..

Hais..

Chester...

Sorry..

Ive caused u sarcrifies so mcuh.

In da first place ,

i took in wod mai Frens sae ,

ure a playboy ,

mebe im another Game fo u to crack.

Budden now ,

wod i see is wod makes me think dat no point commitin scuh stuffs jus to crack yr Game..

And im Sorry oggie??

I duno how to tell u.

Mebe it's Jus admiration of ur tattoo in da first place..

Sry fo da feelings u Put in fo me..

Hope it's Clearer now.

I still feel Dat ,

Kelly is da best woman fo u.

She loves u Dat mcuh.

Dun Go fo a playa lyk me.

Cos ...

Even a player will hab a feelin ,

but a playa can never fall in love with another playa..

Da onli guy i loved is dat guy who Broke mai heart into million of pieces ,

Ive owaes wish he'd Sing me da Song

" backstreet Boys - Crawlin Back to u "

wishin dat he'd sae he's sorry etc ,

but until now..

He's still unshaken thinkin dat im Still at fault.

and prolly hab Found someone to hab Sex becos i declined it.

Im thankful fo da roses and da efforts u put in dat night u come and Look fo me..

It really shocked me...

and relly touched me.

Becos..

ive never experience scuh dramatic Stuffs.

But from dat night ,

i shouldnt Hab try at all.

try to get maiself to fall in love with u.

I cant.

Dat's wai ...

ive been Treatin u Cold soon after..

Sorry ...

I duno wod u Did to ur Hand ,

but im sorry.."

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