I feel lost... i feel neglected... i feel cold... i feel caged up... i feel empty... i feel forgotten... i feel forsaken... i feel unimportant... i feel un-loved... I see darkness... i see no light... i cry to sleep everynight... i can't sleep every night... i can't eat well... my body condition is deteriorating... my eyes are swollen... my dark circles are getting darker... my weight is rapidly decreasing... why is it like this? do i want it this way? do i want to feel it this way? i have gone un-noticed... i have gone unseen... am i transparent? ami i non-existant? why am i in this world? do i belong here? nobody cares about me... nobody cares what i am feeling... nobody cares what i am thinking... why do i still live in this world when i am better off dead? I fell in love... with a guy... he liked me too... this love has kept me going... but now i am uncertain of his feelings... why is it like this?
