"Heard dat Chester speed all da Wae from sengkang to mai hse fo me...
and broke lotsa traffic Laws.
Hp been confiscated by his Parents..
Hais..
Chester...
Sorry..
Ive caused u sarcrifies so mcuh.
In da first place ,
i took in wod mai Frens sae ,
ure a playboy ,
mebe im another Game fo u to crack.
Budden now ,
wod i see is wod makes me think dat no point commitin scuh stuffs jus to crack yr Game..
And im Sorry oggie??
I duno how to tell u.
Mebe it's Jus admiration of ur tattoo in da first place..
Sry fo da feelings u Put in fo me..
Hope it's Clearer now.
I still feel Dat ,
Kelly is da best woman fo u.
She loves u Dat mcuh.
Dun Go fo a playa lyk me.
Cos ...
Even a player will hab a feelin ,
but a playa can never fall in love with another playa..
Da onli guy i loved is dat guy who Broke mai heart into million of pieces ,
Ive owaes wish he'd Sing me da Song
" backstreet Boys - Crawlin Back to u "
wishin dat he'd sae he's sorry etc ,
but until now..
He's still unshaken thinkin dat im Still at fault.
and prolly hab Found someone to hab Sex becos i declined it.
Im thankful fo da roses and da efforts u put in dat night u come and Look fo me..
It really shocked me...
and relly touched me.
Becos..
ive never experience scuh dramatic Stuffs.
But from dat night ,
i shouldnt Hab try at all.
try to get maiself to fall in love with u.
I cant.
Dat's wai ...
ive been Treatin u Cold soon after..
Sorry ...
I duno wod u Did to ur Hand ,
but im sorry.."
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I sAw ThIs In ThE bLoG...
wAd I cAn TeLl Is ThAt WaD's DoNe CaNnOt Be UnDoNe...
ChEsTeR mUsT hAvE lOvEd YoU sO mUcH tO hAvE gOnE tO tHaT eXtEnD...
wHiCh He NeVeR dId FoR mE...
wAd I cAn SaY iS tHaT...
hE lOvEd YoU mOrE tHaN hE lOvEd Me...
At ThE lEaSt I dUn EvEn ThInK hE lOvEd Me At AlL fRoM tHe StArT...
cOmE tO tHiNk Of It...
I tHiNk I aM a FoOl...
WhY dId I fAlL iN sO dEeP fOr HiM?
mOi HeArT iS aLrEaDy In SmItHeReEnS...
i DoN't WaNt AnOtHeR tImE bY tHe SaMe PeRsOn...
MoI hEaRt CoUlD nO lOnGeR tAkE aNyMoRe BlOwS...
WiTh AnYmOrE bLoWs...
I wIlL gO iNsAnE...
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pLeAsE dO nOt SaY tHiS...
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